Sunday, July 17, 2011

On Job Hunting

The internet is the easiest way to access job openings. I tried using and guess what?????I got a message after 24 hours for me to report for an interview. Sadly, I am not in Metro Manila yet. Good thing, I was given a chance to reschedule my interview. Thanks to jobstreet. Crossing my fingers so I can get the 40K sign-in bonus.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

I dreamt of rats attacking me! EIW!

My dream was nearly the same as the photo above. Only, I was the one being attacked by these rodents. And until now, I feel like vomiting because of the "EIW" feeling, looking at this photo. Imagining the vision again.huhuhu I couldn't get it out of my mind that is why I searched for it on google. Below are the facts I found. Read for yourself.

According to

To see a mouse in your dream, indicates fear, meekness, insignificance and a lack of assertiveness. You are experiencing feelings of inadequacy and fears that you are not measuring up. The dream may be telling you that you are spending too much time hiding in the shadows of someone else. Alternatively, a mouse symbolizes minor irritations and annoyances. Perhaps you are letting petty problems or insignificant issues eat away at you. The dream may also be a pun on a computer mouse and your connection to work or to the virtual world.

To dream that you kill or trap a mouse, suggests that others are making a big deal out of certain minor issues in your life.

To dream that you or someone is eating a mouse, indicates that there is something nagging at your conscience and you need to get it off your chest.

To dream that a mouse is being chased, indicates that you are not standing up for yourself. You are letting others push you around.

To see a rat in your dream, signifies feelings of doubts, greed, guilt, unworthiness and envy. You are keeping something to yourself that is eating you up inside. Or you have done something that you are not proud of. Alternatively, a rat denotes repulsion, decay, dirtiness, and even death. The dream may also be a pun on someone who is a rat. Are you feeling betrayed?

In particular, to see a black rat, represents deceit and covert activities. If you see a white rat in your dream, then it means that you will receive help from an unexpected source.

To dream that a rat is biting your feet, is analogous to the rat race that you are experiencing in your waking life.

To see a rodent in your dream, symbolizes filth, dirtiness, repulsiveness and death. There is a negative influence in your life.

According to

To dream of rats symbolizes the presence of extremely disagreeable or distasteful thoughts.

Alternatively, it signifies feelings of uncertainty, guilt, envy, or other repressed emotions that are eating at you. It may also stand for someone who personifies the characteristics of a 'rat.'

A black rat represents secrecy and deceptive acts.

A white rate is an omen that you will receive help from am unexpected source in your time of trouble and distress.

To dream that a rat is biting your feet portrays your daily life as a 'rat race.' You have a preoccupation with your ever busy waking life.

To dream that you are being attacked indicates that someone is criticizing your integrity, and you feel that you must stand up and preserve your good reputation. Some issue in your life is overwhelming you and you feel powerless to stop it. Perhaps you are being challenged with a very extreme and drastic alteration and you are being forced to make a hard decision.

To dream that you are being attacked by an animal indicates that you must guard against someone in your life that may intend to harm you. You should pay careful attention to the attributes that this animal may share with this particular person. Review the people you associate with and see if anyone shares these features.

So if I die soon, my sincere apologies to all the people I've hurt. My heartfelt appreciation to all the people who helped me lived this life to the fullest. Life is so mysterious. How we handle life in a spontaneous way may lead to distraction or inspiration. Those we love, we may or have hurt them with our actions and mostly we do it unnoticed. And those who hurt us? We get inspired to move on and prove them wrong. I always pray for me to obtain peace so I can give peace to others and others can share the peace to others that it may lead to world peace...unfortunately, I admit that I cannot give peace if  others think I have been a source of conflict. And I understand that I cannot undo what happened or even how they think about me. Even if I ask for forgiveness for hurting them insensibly, only time can tell when a person is ready to forgive; depending as well on the character of the person. So if the way to obtain that peace is for me to get hurt, I hope whoever that rat is will get the serenity by watching me being knocked down til he/she will be satisfied. So long as after my death, he/she will be able to convey the peace to others.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011

poetry on 062411...because I cannot sleep!huhu

How do I slumber into the good night?
A dash of trouble awakens me.

Is it because of the gut feel that seeks for my trust?
Is it my heartbeat that's knocking for me to hear it out?
Or is it my nasty brain ticking the tock begging and asking me to see reality?

Whichever dimensions I cannot fathom.
For the future untold lies in my very own grasp.

An innocent smile may be shattered if I allow this treachery to overrule.
Counsel, I seek, but from from whom shall I speak? For now, this strong feeling is making me drool for negative vibrations. Even after every prayer, reality bites I swear!

I want to reach slumber land. But how would that possible if one creature is distracting my poetic journey making me disabled?

Friday, July 1, 2011

....a thought on choosing life!

"Our lives are overburdened, and living often seems to us a terrible complicated affair. The problems of the world are so incredibly complex and we see that there are no simple answers. The complexity always leaves us with a feeling of helplessness. And still, amazingly enough, we go on, day by day, always half subconsciously yearning for something simpler, something more meaningful.

So how we look for our lives and living becomes tremendously important. It's up to us to bring this authenticity, this simplicity, this directness, this unburdened clarity into our looking. If such a thing as living life fully interests you then it's up to you to learn about it and live it.

Certainly we can talk together, and we can work together, and we can learn together, but in the end, each one must define his or her individual life. For it is your life alone, nobody else's. And there's no other way.

Choose Life!"

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